dummie's new life

th0ughts 0f the day:love is painful that is true.

not to love is painful too; but there is a greater pain:

to love and not be loved again

heyl0s.heyl0s.

kinda delete all the 0ther entries.

all 0f 27 p0sts.

i'm starting anew.

yeah.behbey.

i dnt want t0 g0 br0oding 0ver my past anym0re.

the past is hist0ry.

what's imp0rtant n0w.

is my future.

rite?

0uhya.talking ab0ut that.

dnt remind 0f death again.

i dnt wanna think 0f it anym0re.

even if i kn0w i'm dying,

i wnt let it bring me d0wn.

i'm g0nna be str0ng.

and i dnt wanna burden pe0ple.

especially pe0ple wh0 i care f0r.and always will.

haish.

i dnt want y0u t0 tell me that i'm dying.

h0okay?

just tell me that i'm fine.

and i'll be alright.

if y0u keep telling me t0 take care 0f myself.

then y0u kn0w.

i w0uld be feeling w0rse inside.

g0sh!!

did y0u really kn0w that?

haiy0.

s0 remember.

dnt care ab0ut me t0o much.

i dnt need that.

i just want y0u t0 respect me.

as in just g0 0n with y0ur life.

and let me die in a silent 0ne.

h0okay?

remember friend.

whatever happens.

it happens f0r a reas0n.

and always n0ted that.

and i'm g0nna assured y0u that.

whatever happens.

i'm g0ing t0 make it and life g0es 0n.

h0okay.

it's 311am n0w.

i cnt get t0 sleep that's why.

s0 think i haf t0 turn in n0w.

take care.

remember.

i'm g0nna be alright.

it's just a matter 0f time.

and 0uhya.

i mish my besties.darls and als0 my **.

weehes.

h0w many daes m0re t0 sch0ol starts again.

can't wait.

s0 take care.

dnt f0rget t0 d0 y0ur h0lidae h0mew0rk.

study hard but play hard t0o.

play hard d0esn't mean play** hard.

i kn0w what y0ur thinking.

remember.

i maybe thirteen but i'm already MATURED.

ahhhas.

s0 peash 0ut.

dummie and beanie 's 0utta here.

take care.