sadly smiling through;

heyl0s.heyl0s.
been awhile since i update my bl0g.
quite r0tten.
hah!

many things happening.
everyb0dy's changing and i dnt feel the same.
and n0w i live my life by the phrase;
friends c0me and g0 but 0nly the true 0nes stays.

0nly this phrase stays.
the rest.mem0ries.
i dnt really want t0 think ab0ut it.
and sexybaliks n0where t0 be f0und.

the m0ments we spent.
since 1sept g0ne d0wn the drain.
everything falling apart.
s0 n0w.
i 0nly treasure pe0ple wh0 treasure me.

much less t0 say.
i entertain pe0ple wh0 talk t0 me.
and bel0w that.
n0ne.
geddit?

s0 n0te t0 peeps:
i'm n0t giving attitude.0r being s0mb0ng here.
but pleash lar.
dnt make me mad kan?

s0 n0w i'm just living my days.
i'm n0t t00 far fr0m breaking d0wn.
all i've g0t are the screams fr0m inside.
but s0meh0w they c0me 0ut in a smile.

dnt wanna think ab0ut things n0w.
it w0uld 0nly make it m0re ...
haiy0.

g0tta g0 f0r n0w.
0ff t0 the library.
letting all stress 0ut.
is just the best s0meh0w.

a day t0 be al0ne.
And the best is yet to come.
Cause our story isn't done.

s0 take care.
s0 n0w the sexybalik's fairytale b0ok is cl0sed.
which b0ok w0uld i 0pen?

And still today
I wonder how it all became like this
As if drawn by unseen force
We arrived in one specific place,
for all our dreams to chase
and although we did not show,
I think we all did know;


peash 0ut.
take care.
beanie + dummie's 0utta here.