and there's one thing i kn0w;

heyl0s.heyl0s.
yesterday was fun th0ugh.
we had a family functi0n at d0wnt0wn chalet.
i think.

i didnt swim th0ugh.
but we did had fun.
truckl0ads 0f them i guess.

and bef0re i f0rgets.
lab0ur day is n0t this c0ming tuesday.
it falls 0n 1st may.s0 next week.

we reached d0wnt0wn at ar0und 430pm.
went t0 the chalet and stuff.
i wasnt really in a happy m0od.
my mind was 0n sexybaliks th0ugh.

yayayaya.
maybe syaff was angry.
but seri0usly lar.
y0u cnt blame syaq.
she was als0 feeling left 0ut,i guess.
and what's m0re.
she was angry with the negr0 thingy.

i admit i was cl0se t0 her this past week.
but i d0 it because every0ne wasnt 0n talking terms with her th0ugh.
it's like every0ne was busy with their 0wn lives 0r wnt talk t0 her.

y0u can say i sympathise her.
ya.i d0.
but remember.
she's my friend.y0u cnt criticise her.

s0 st0p that negr0 thingy.
and whatever happens.
y0u sh0uld kn0w.
i'm always there.

and whatever happens.it happens f0r a reas0n.
and if we weren't destined t0 be friends f0rever.
i w0uld kn0w.
cause i dnt believe in trying.
cause what's the use in trying if we aint destined to be b.f.f.
i only believe in fate.

just like the saying.
l0ve wnt g0 anywhere if y0ur destined t0 last.
s0 if we are destined t0 be b.f.f.
then we are destined.
n0 use trying.

h0pe we w0uld end these c0ld wars between us.
and again.
we w0uld be able t0 sit at the r0und table.
having little time but s0 much things t0 talk ab0ut.
and 0nce again.
we c0uld sing the sexybaliks theme s0ng.

h0w i h0pe things w0uld be 0kay.
i sighed.but it wnt change the situati0n.
i try everything i c0uld.
and yet again.
it still didnt change the situati0n.

en0ugh ab0ut this th0ugh.
let's c0ntinue fr0m where we st0p ab0ut yesterdae.

all my family members were there.
c0usins.nephews.nieces.
uncles and aunts.

and i didnt kn0w i have s0 much nephews and nieces.
hah!and what's m0re.
i c0uldnt even remember their names.
but nehmind.
time will help me.
and pictures w0uld be upl0aded.
have fun l0oking at them.

but all the fun ended.
because 0f me.
n0t as in i did s0mething wr0ng th0ugh.
but i guess due t0 the fall i had.
my back c0uldnt m0ve.

i was carrying things t0 barbeque.
and suddenly i c0uldnt m0ve.
and my uncles was w0rrying.
g0sh!

and they asked me t0 g0 d0ct0r.
but i didnt want t0.
and s0 they bring me h0me t0 my 5th uncle's h0use.
cause my aunt was a physcian.

she massaged my back.
and she t0ld me that my veins was tied t0gether.
that's the reas0n why i c0uldnt m0ve.
and what's m0re.
my back was bruised.
if y0u c0uld see.
it's n0t straight d0wn t0 the b0tt0m.
it g0t a hump.

haiy0.
and i c0uldnt bend.
and my right hand hurts.
haiy0.
0ne pr0blem after an0ther.

thank g0d it wasnt 0n the left.
if n0t.i c0uldnt have write.
hah!

s0 i think i'm d0ne here.
pictures bel0w.
and i dnt wanna think much ab0ut anything.

Can you leave me here alone now
I don’t wanna hear you say
That you know me
That I should be
Always doing what you say

‘Cause I’m trying get through today
And there’s one thing I know
I don’t wanna think about you
Or think about me
Don’t wanna figure this out

I don’t wanna think about you
Or think about nothing
Don’t wanna talk this one out
I won’t let you bring me down

When I wake up here tomorrow
Things will never be the same
'Cause I won't wait
'Cause you won't change
And you'll always be this way
Now I'm gonna get through today
And there's one thing I know